Friday, January 14, 2011

Ending in Mid-Sentence


Life is a story with cryptic words.

Chapter two doesn't necessarily follow chapter one and we can't read from the beginning to the end and assume that we will understand what happened.

We often become too close with the protagonist; however, at times we don't feel affectionately enough for the hero.

The villains, though they may be menacing in our stories, are the main characters for different authors.

Sometimes we are the villains.

Some stories are written in different languages. We won't read most of them.

Quite a few are short stories made up of only a couple sentences.

But these stories can also stretch on like "War and Peace."

They can be beautiful, many are dark and a surprising number read nearly the same with only the change of a name or place.

Every single story ends exactly the same. The main character dies.

Every main character suffers. Some experience years of happiness but others do not.

The book I'm writing includes suffering and happiness. Fear and confidence. Sadness and excitement.

As I look back to the earlier chapters, the words rearrange themselves on the page. I interpret my earlier writings within a revisionist context -- the meaning of the words is never the same.

The pages in the future are not empty. There are pencil marks all over...dreamlike sketches of what may or may not happen.

So much of my story is just like yours but so much is so different.

Most who will read my story will probably find their name in the index...I would guess that I am probably in the index of their story as well.

As I grow older, I realize that every story is worth reading. Each story is filled with adventure, intrigue and honesty.

I love hearing stories as they are being written.

Tales told around campfires.

Poems spoken while a keg of beer redistributes its contents into our stomachs making the words fill with color and truth.

Songs with lyrics that make us understand exactly what the author is trying to convey.

But they all end the same. They all end in mid-sentence. The author can never finish the book because each story must end in the book of someone else.

We are all continuing the stories of each other.

Adding to a single book that has no beginning and has no end. A book that can't be understood until our story is finished.

It's a book that we all get to have a part in. But none of us get to dictate the meaning. We write our cryptic story.

And then...

Sunday, January 9, 2011

Life Above Ground

Goal #2. Climb to Machu Picchu in Peru.


Next week I turn 27 and while it's not a momentous birthday, it does remind me that I'm getting older. Not old. But, of course, we are all getting older.

Especially in the winter, I am prone to getting stuck in routines. Doing my thing at work, watching a little more TV than I should, skipping a few too many workouts and ordering a few too many pizzas.

I've been a little obsessed lately with diet, nutrition and training plans and for the last 3 weeks I've actually been following one.

P90X, The 4-Hour Body, the Paleo Diet, Triathlete magazine.

All of this information is great to ingest but ultimately I have to make my own goals and use these diets and workout regimens as devices that lead me to something bigger.

And so through all of this reflection and obsession, I've actually started some good habits lately. I started snowshoeing -- mostly at night, after work. It's been a great way to get outside in the winter and it's something I can do in the evening (with my headlamp).

I've also been making a list over the past couples of weeks and I want to share it publicly. It's an ambitious plan for the next 3 years of my life and as you finish reading the list you'll probably say something like, "Yeah right, Josh. There is no way you'll do those things."

Well, maybe I won't cross them all of the list by the time I'm 30 but I'm going to give it one hell of an effort. After the list of 30 things to do before I'm 30, I detail 20 things that I've done prior to turning 27 and it's an impressive list. I encourage you to do the same and let me know what you're top few goals are in the next three years.

As they say in "Shawshank Redemption"....."Get busy livin', or get busy dyin'."

I choose the former.

30 Things to Do Before I Turn 30
  1. Be Fluent in Spanish
  2. Climb to Maccu Picchu in Peru
  3. Play in a WSOP Bracelet Event in Las Vegas
  4. Finish a Full Ironman
  5. Can't Disclose
  6. Can't Disclose
  7. Complete a ski skate race
  8. Get weight below 165 with body fat under 10%
  9. Run 50 miles in one day
  10. Bike 200 miles in one day
  11. See or Meet President Obama
  12. Raise/Donate $5,000 for charities/Kiva
  13. Throw a kick-ass concert (Party in the Park) in Forest City
  14. Go to Beatles LOVE Cirque du Soleil in Vegas with my mom and dad
  15. Can't Disclose
  16. Go to an FC Barcelona or English Premier League Soccer Match
  17. Go on an annual 54-hole (minimum) golf trip with Joe, Clint and Sterba
  18. Run the Twin Cities Marathon
  19. Surf with Stugelmeyer in Seattle
  20. Spend a full week cycling in Chianti
  21. Either go skydiving or hang gliding
  22. Eat at a Michelin starred molecular gastronomy restaurant in Spain.
  23. Win a cycling road race or help a teammate win
  24. Go to at least 2 more musicals on Broadway
  25. Walk 100 holes of golf in one day and break 90 in all five full rounds
  26. Bench press 200 pounds
  27. Sing the National Anthem at a sporting event
  28. Get Lasik Eye Surgery
  29. See or Meet the Dalia Lama
  30. Host a Photography Exhibit
What I’ve Done Before 27
1. Shook President Bill Clinton’s Hand and got his signature
2. Congratulated Daniel Negreanu on winning a WSOP bracelet
3. Rode in a box car down a hill in Lima, Peru
4. Ran to villages in Cinque Terre
5. Cycled in Tuscany
6. Walked the beaches of Barcelona
7. Ran Grandma’s Marathon in Duluth
8. Completed two Olympic distance triathlons
9. Completed Kansas 70.3 Half-Ironman
10. Helped Relay for Life of Winnebago County raise over $80,000 for cancer research
11. Got a really good job
12. Graduated with a double major in History and Communication from Waldorf College
13. Got into University of Iowa law school (and quit after 2 weeks...a good thing!)
14. 2nd Place Team at Iowa State Golf Tournament in 2000
15. Made All-State Choir in 2001
16. Ran 12 miles through Boston
17. Seen 3 games at Wrigley Field in Chicago
18. Been to the Masters
19. Done the full week of Ragbrai
20. Rode 154 miles in one day

Enjoy the ride,
Damm